takes things for granted

well not everytime we see things so seriously and sometimes we do....and most of the time human take things for granted like do not know how to appreciate things.........well being quite emo now .....i think i just repeated my act by taking things for granted never appreciate what has been done for me just taking it lightly......feeling the pinch is awful ......often there is a saying that says give and take.... we cannot have 2 things at once which can only choose one .....opportunity cost.....either one...but it is always forgoten...give and take............lost alone in my own world alone

i just cant take it sometimes anymore

few days

well this few days hmm i fell sick ...practically i am doing the same thin everyday...
-almost lost my temper last fri....
- practically everyday is call sponsors, rest, dance, go home, and sleep
-nothing interesting really...
-but talking bout the new extra curicular centre that is located opposite the main campus in taylors...
-let me describe a bit it has a mini gym haha i mean really meanie and then got dancing room with mirrors... got esmond's office and this place really is a fun place especially when there is a ball for exercise hahaa it is multipurpose can play bowling,volleyball,basketball, or human rolling ball with it.
owh well today after dance i went to pyramidand walk and walk and walk to see some dress for prom..... all quite exp or it is not really nice....had to wait for my sis untill like 6 which is like so damn late.

think i am falling sick

hmm woke up throat felling very dry just hope i dun get sick=(

it is a tiring day....

-today started with waking up at 7.30 so tired yet must wake up
-went to national library....
-before that had almost an hour lecture from my dad...haih my mood gone for today
-reach national library searched for information i need hmmm
-more information on other things for eng ass but not for my part...
- was quite frustrated and the library was very cold
-then went to another block of the national library called wisma sejarah...but end up din borrow any books....
-i photostated like Rm 15 worth of the info for eng group ass.
-was supposed to go for dance practise but then din make it in time cause no transport....
-after library went to take bus to ampang park to fix sister's watch then after that had lunch at 4 and then took the lrt to kl sentral and ktm to sungai buloh...and lastly took a mini bus back home and then to reach home...took 2 hours......in the train gosh almost fainted cause of the strong smell...haih..
then come back thinking of ideas....

my luck nowadays and my instict really bad......i dunno what happen is it because my fish left me??? haih....when would my lady luck and instict come back to me.....

sister got in to accident

haih in the morning went to class as usual
not tired....
then later in the afternoon initially got meeting then cancel
so went to do sponsorship again
then went for dinenr at night..my uncle's birthday...he got three big cakes
and so long never see my cousin haha and finally see them... w
was a bit floating haha before dinenr start...
got nice red wine....
hehe disturbed my cousin;s son and made him laugh haha darrian is just so cute....
then sang song... suppose to go back with sis but cause i was singing then never...
already told her sing last song then i follow her home...
but never listen drive ownself then end up bang the divider lucky car damage only not people..
i was initialy felt drunk also awake already....

been staying in college late

well almost this whole week or everyday since monday i have been at college till 9.30 and will be like that till thurs.... want to know y?
study+doind some work... but end up dreaming more...next week is mid term
and i am so not prepared for it yet
and i miss my dear high school friends so long never see you all...
and i want to be as cheerful as i can i hope
and i really dun like BCP
and more and......a
and finally u see a peggy that goes siao hahahah
ouh and o got myself in to tarot card reading haha a friend help me to do and i ask bout friendship bout the past, present and future....quite freaky la a bit like half half correct la
haha want to ask for my love life next...haha wait till i got time

not in a very good mood lately

well hmm never want to talk bout it anymore and i hope that my apology will suceed today..........